07-02-2022, 11:23 PM
The more I suffer through this, the less it feels nervy. It’s like a knot that just won’t release just under the spine side of my left shoulder blade. It’s achy and sore, and I’ve got more aches and knots in my left tricep and forearm. It’s a weird novel pain and strong enough to poke through my meds. The lost of arm strength seems connected to the achy knots which just aren’t responding well. It’s like flinch and I’m not confident pushing through the pain is wise right now.
I left the sink running after washing my hands after peeing. Stacy caught it. Despite thinking I’m relatively clear, clearly I’m not. I have noticed myself spacing out more than usual. Stacy suggested I might be losing my mind. Yeah, well, that ship has sailed.
Geeze disease. It’s pissing me off now. I’ve worked hard these last months to set up the end of this month, some summer fun, and this is threatening that. Was it really triggered by the stretcher carry? Seems excessive. Then again, I’m old and the pandemic did me no favors health wise.
I left the sink running after washing my hands after peeing. Stacy caught it. Despite thinking I’m relatively clear, clearly I’m not. I have noticed myself spacing out more than usual. Stacy suggested I might be losing my mind. Yeah, well, that ship has sailed.
Geeze disease. It’s pissing me off now. I’ve worked hard these last months to set up the end of this month, some summer fun, and this is threatening that. Was it really triggered by the stretcher carry? Seems excessive. Then again, I’m old and the pandemic did me no favors health wise.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse