04-12-2022, 12:18 AM
743: I had hoped today would start with the YMAA Q1 looking back meeting. This was the 1st quarter that was entirely under my direction as my predecessors vacated in December and I beat the sales goal significantly. I was looking forward to my nooB victory lap.
But no, I’m still at the ER, waiting for my mom to be admitted. She’s finally sleepy but just prior she was repeatedly telling me what to do (she only interacts with me and caregivers so she gets unintentionally bossy). She’s forgotten most of the hardships of her spine operation, which is a blessing for her but a curse for me as I’m still grappling with the trauma of all that. I couldn’t take it and had to step out. My blood sugar was crashing and that makes me angry.
Maybe I’ll still make some of that meeting before coming back here to check on her progress. Then I guess I’ll just work for the rest of the day, probably back at my moms. We’ll see. All plans are sideways now.
But no, I’m still at the ER, waiting for my mom to be admitted. She’s finally sleepy but just prior she was repeatedly telling me what to do (she only interacts with me and caregivers so she gets unintentionally bossy). She’s forgotten most of the hardships of her spine operation, which is a blessing for her but a curse for me as I’m still grappling with the trauma of all that. I couldn’t take it and had to step out. My blood sugar was crashing and that makes me angry.
Maybe I’ll still make some of that meeting before coming back here to check on her progress. Then I guess I’ll just work for the rest of the day, probably back at my moms. We’ll see. All plans are sideways now.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse