09-27-2020, 11:26 PM
Dm dreamt he was at some psychedelic jam band show. Phish maybe? Dead & Co? That didn't matter but he was with one of his partners in crime, Dirty Ho. And Dirty, he was rolling a big ol' J, as is his habit. Dm was pondering what to do and that conflict made most of the emotional content of this dream.
Dm has ceased smoking since the New Year. That wasn't any sort of resolution, mind you, just happenstance. He didn't do anything for the February Bob Marley celebrations and then Covid hit and he didn't want to be that coughing Asian, and then he lost his job. Dm thinks he'd trigger intense paranoia if he smoked now, not just because he's unemployed but what with what's happening with covid plus the elections. It's just not a good time.
This was likely triggered by Stacy catching the neighbor son smoking a j in the backyard garden when retrieving Yuki recently. He tried to hide it, which Stacy found amusing.
This is probably the longest period Dm has gone without smoking since he began. There was a half year break in '91 prepping to compete in China with the cfs, as well as other breaks of a season or so, but nine months is unprecedented.
Will Dm smoke again? Probably. It does give great inspiration. Maybe it'll be in celebration of securing a full time job again. Definitely when covid goes away. Assuming of course that those events happen.
Dm has ceased smoking since the New Year. That wasn't any sort of resolution, mind you, just happenstance. He didn't do anything for the February Bob Marley celebrations and then Covid hit and he didn't want to be that coughing Asian, and then he lost his job. Dm thinks he'd trigger intense paranoia if he smoked now, not just because he's unemployed but what with what's happening with covid plus the elections. It's just not a good time.
This was likely triggered by Stacy catching the neighbor son smoking a j in the backyard garden when retrieving Yuki recently. He tried to hide it, which Stacy found amusing.
This is probably the longest period Dm has gone without smoking since he began. There was a half year break in '91 prepping to compete in China with the cfs, as well as other breaks of a season or so, but nine months is unprecedented.
Will Dm smoke again? Probably. It does give great inspiration. Maybe it'll be in celebration of securing a full time job again. Definitely when covid goes away. Assuming of course that those events happen.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse