06-07-2020, 11:08 AM
Day 79: I took some cyclobenzaprine (benzo) last night to alleviate my tmj. I have a cache given to me for my cervical arthritis but I don't like using it because it makes me drowsy and messes with my vision, my ability to speak clearly and my typing. It's not a major side effect, but enough to annoy me that I avoid the med (but it did take the edge off the tmj - no clicking or pain for a while ... it's wearing off). It kept me in bed until 10ish, not sleeping, just depressed and wanting to lose consciousness again.
My KF nephew, the one who has been helping me secure the 5BU position and who I had hoped to go train with this weekend, has gone radio-silent. It's making me nervous and adding to my overall glum mood.
Today is laundry and a call to my mum to get this week sorted. Probably will chip on my webinar presentation. Basically, I have to rant for 50 mins about weapons, which is easy enough for me as you all well know, but I want some semblance of coherence because it's live and will be recorded. Gotta get my facts straight. Spent yesterday brushing up on metallurgy.
My KF nephew, the one who has been helping me secure the 5BU position and who I had hoped to go train with this weekend, has gone radio-silent. It's making me nervous and adding to my overall glum mood.
Today is laundry and a call to my mum to get this week sorted. Probably will chip on my webinar presentation. Basically, I have to rant for 50 mins about weapons, which is easy enough for me as you all well know, but I want some semblance of coherence because it's live and will be recorded. Gotta get my facts straight. Spent yesterday brushing up on metallurgy.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse