05-06-2020, 04:55 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-06-2020, 05:23 AM by Drunk Monk.)
Got one sound sleep cycle in - no dreams. But am now awake again with that brain circus on full. Big adrenaline dump in my stomach right now. I suspect I’ll be like this for a while, until I find decent work again.
Gonna try grab another cycle
Yeah, that’s not likely. Now I’m hungry and tweaking. No Cbd but that doesn’t work as a sedative for me. I’ve not had any Cbd/thc since the new year. I’ll probably keep abstaining until I’m securely employed again - it’s too introspective for me now and I’m already obsessing about identity with this career change.
Gonna try grab another cycle
Yeah, that’s not likely. Now I’m hungry and tweaking. No Cbd but that doesn’t work as a sedative for me. I’ve not had any Cbd/thc since the new year. I’ll probably keep abstaining until I’m securely employed again - it’s too introspective for me now and I’m already obsessing about identity with this career change.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse

