03-26-2019, 11:15 PM
I don't remember that movie very well and can't recall that scene.
I have pain meds but there's only so much she can take. She can max out quickly on a bad day. And that only masks the symptoms. She's been on a lot of opioids for over two months now and it's really starting to affect her thinking. It's frustrating because she's fairly deaf, and then can't always process what I'm saying when she does hear it. Usually there's some clarity - she's reading like a fiend and tearing through word puzzle books voraciously, but then sometimes simple chats will elude her.
We've lined up home care for this weekend, so it all goes well, I'll get to spend some time back in the Cruz. I'm so hopeful for that right now because I'm beyond breaking point.
I have pain meds but there's only so much she can take. She can max out quickly on a bad day. And that only masks the symptoms. She's been on a lot of opioids for over two months now and it's really starting to affect her thinking. It's frustrating because she's fairly deaf, and then can't always process what I'm saying when she does hear it. Usually there's some clarity - she's reading like a fiend and tearing through word puzzle books voraciously, but then sometimes simple chats will elude her.
We've lined up home care for this weekend, so it all goes well, I'll get to spend some time back in the Cruz. I'm so hopeful for that right now because I'm beyond breaking point.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse

