Doom Dreams

[Drunk Monk]

I have been having the most vivid dreams since my mom's injury.  I waken from them astonished at their intricacy and absurdity, sleepily trying to psychoanalyze myself like college trained me to do.  I enjoy dreaming - usually I just have nothing - that blacked out oblivion that foreshadows death.  However, I often feel that my dreams aren't as restful because I waken midstream, and that sleep cycle remains incomplete.  And then, they fade quickly as I awaken to the harsh reality of my present nightmare.