09-07-2020, 01:58 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-07-2020, 02:01 PM by Drunk Monk.)
I've been dreaming every night now. That's unusual for me. Usually I don't remember my dreams in my waking state, which is fine by me because dreams aren't so restful to my way of thinking. I prefer the oblivion...it's like how I imagine death will be like. Nothingness.
Mostly it's dream fragments. I've been having a lot of Rock Med/JAH Med oriented dreams, mostly festival oriented. That's been such a part of my life over the last 30+ years. Every summer I'd hit up several camp out festivals. Ironically, I imagine it has been my THC sobriety as that tends to suppress my dreams...or at least, I can't remember them as well. Also I'm stressing about FBU. This week will be a turning point - I should find out whether they keep me on and at what capacity. I'm really hoping for the security of a full-time position, but given the pandemic, there are plenty of wild cards in play.
I've also been having a lot of dreams involving people I haven't thought about in years. Not many DOOM dreams however. I originally started posting on this thread with the intention of limiting myself to just recounting when DOOM appeared in my dreams, but I've let go of that. That's more interesting, but my dreams of late haven't been that surreal, just odd thoughts that reflect my stress and often stuff I've watched on TV that night. I forget the details soon after waking because they just aren't worth reporting.
Mostly it's dream fragments. I've been having a lot of Rock Med/JAH Med oriented dreams, mostly festival oriented. That's been such a part of my life over the last 30+ years. Every summer I'd hit up several camp out festivals. Ironically, I imagine it has been my THC sobriety as that tends to suppress my dreams...or at least, I can't remember them as well. Also I'm stressing about FBU. This week will be a turning point - I should find out whether they keep me on and at what capacity. I'm really hoping for the security of a full-time position, but given the pandemic, there are plenty of wild cards in play.
I've also been having a lot of dreams involving people I haven't thought about in years. Not many DOOM dreams however. I originally started posting on this thread with the intention of limiting myself to just recounting when DOOM appeared in my dreams, but I've let go of that. That's more interesting, but my dreams of late haven't been that surreal, just odd thoughts that reflect my stress and often stuff I've watched on TV that night. I forget the details soon after waking because they just aren't worth reporting.
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