05-07-2020, 06:17 AM
Day 50: Still grappling with anxiety issues which will probably continue until I've found some stability again. The constant adrenaline dump has been tearing me up physically and mentally. I got another sleep cycle in last night but just one. The brain circus is louder than ever. I was also able to eat a little - although I'm hungry, I'm only able to eat small mild foods right now. My body went from that crippling allergy attack on Monday directly into the layoff. This week has been sheer hell and I'm struggling to find my footing again.
Today I'm working on my resume and begining to shore up my social media particularly my LinkedIn and looking into a blog site. I'm not making any big moves until the public announcement next Tuesday. I'm also working on that announcement, as well as working out other closure objectives for KTFC and sorting KungFuMagazine.com and Tiger Claw social media. That should keep me occupied, which is good I think. I also need to go through our storage shed here. Stacy did an amazing spring cleaning job - what's left are my tools, many of which have rusted due to the sea air. There's a few other tasks related to that which I'll look into today. Better to keep busy and not wallow.
Today I'm working on my resume and begining to shore up my social media particularly my LinkedIn and looking into a blog site. I'm not making any big moves until the public announcement next Tuesday. I'm also working on that announcement, as well as working out other closure objectives for KTFC and sorting KungFuMagazine.com and Tiger Claw social media. That should keep me occupied, which is good I think. I also need to go through our storage shed here. Stacy did an amazing spring cleaning job - what's left are my tools, many of which have rusted due to the sea air. There's a few other tasks related to that which I'll look into today. Better to keep busy and not wallow.
Shadow boxing the apocalypse